Saturday, July 4, 2009

5:11 am Independence day for everyone

Happy fourth of July! My back is aching like never before. Just sitting here waiting for something. The hanger on my wall is making quite a trend at replacing that old photo. Today, I will sleep til the break of dawn. Or oh no that's like soon. I'm sitting here texting my bff Mykal atm. Geesh. I suck at relationships, and I don't think it's healthy. Not at all. But that's why I think I'm just going to wait off on relationships, for a longgggggggggggggggggggg time. No point in having my feelings crushed every time, although some say you learn from your past mistakes, I say I never learn. Maybe I should mature into one of those so-called social butterflies. I might as well make myself into someone useful and encouraging, other than staying the same and scaring a w a y boys. Anyways, the zit that was the size of Pluto is now the size of Mars. This shit isn't going away for awhile, I can feel it growing and increasing in size by the second and with every tap of a key I make while I'm typing this blog.

Death Cab for Cutie has a way of relieving my stress. I wrote a blog on myspace for the first time in a while, and when I say first in a while, I mean first 'meaningful' blog in a while. I guess I can't help that my feelings are jumbled. Karma is a son-of-a-bitch, let me just tell you that. I don't like it whatsoever. My legs are getting numb from the way I am sitting. bummer man. Fuck love in the butt. { jmmb }

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